Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Moving


About twenty years ago we moved our family to a house on Charing Cross Road, a house so big (to us) that I thought we would never fill it up (we did). At that time, I said I never wanted to move again. Now, two moves later, we are moving yet again. And again, I hope it's for the last time. My husband accepted last week an offer from Western Michigan University, so we are moving to Kalamazoo (sounds like a name Dr. Seuss would have made up, but he didn't; he did, however, use it in one of his many books). It's the packing I dread; what a hassle that is!

Moving means change, and change for a lot of people is difficult. No matter what we do to insulate ourselves against change, however, it will come anyway. As a Christian I have my life firmly and deeply rooted in heaven; that is my adopted country, the place of my eternal family and home. No matter where I live here on earth, my roots remain undisturbed. I tried to explain this to a friend the other day. I told her that we are but upsidedown trees. Our roots are in heaven, and our branches stretch out from place to place as God moves in our lives.

Moving to Michigan will mean some big changes in our lives. I will, once again, have to adjust to a new climate and begin a search for a group of upsidedown trees with which we can fellowship. God has trees growing everywhere. I have no doubt that He will bring us to the right grove.

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Murphy


Murphy is my dog. I should say that she’s our family dog, and while she does acknowledge (even love and appreciate) the other members of the family, she has attached herself to me, and the feeling is mutual. She came to us when Philip, who at 16 was told he could not bring a puppy home from the flea market, did anyway. And so Murphy, named for “Murphy’s Law” (whatever can go wrong will go wrong) has been an integral part of our lives ever since.

After nine years she seems more than a dog. For example, I was sitting on the couch chatting with a friend of mine when Murphy, who was sitting sentinel at the window, found something in the neighborhood to comment on and began to make sounds. My friend said, “She’s almost human, she practically talks.” I don’t know if other dogs make these same types of sounds, but Murphy’s sounds (to project a human interpretation on them) have an emotional valence to them. Over the years I have learned to interpret these sounds to mean various things: “someone is coming; there is someone walking too close to our house; someone is walking with an animal too close to our house; a friend (dog) or enemy (cat, squirrel) is in the yard, so I must go greet (if friend) or frighten away/kill (if enemy) them.” In all of these cases, Murphy must be let outside. She will stand at the window and make these various and sometimes distressing sounds until I say, “Murphy, do you want to go outside?” Then she races me to the back door (still speaking in her doggy way), until I open the door. Then she races out to accomplish whatever it is she thinks she must do.

Murphy is both a joy and a pain in the petute. The petute part occurs when we’ve had a particularly active morning with members of the animal kingdom in my front yard (thus activating the aforementioned noise system and frequent trips to the back door). The joy part comes when I come home and big brown eyes look up at me and her happiness indicator (tail including her whole backside) wiggles with excitement. It also comes when she’s lying on the floor and a warm, soft head flops gently over my feet or when sitting next to me on the couch, she snuggles as closely as possible and puts her head over on my knees.

In spite of her name, Murphy has been one of the best things to go “wrong” in my life.

Friday, April 14, 2006

Perelandra

I suppose that of the many fiction books that I have read, few have influenced me more than C.S. Lewis's Perelandra. The floating islands as a metaphor of submission to the sovereignty of God compels me to title my blog page "Catch the Wave." While I know Coke used that phrase as a slogan several years ago, for me this phrase has an entirely different meaning. Instead of reflecting the public's all-too-eager impulse to do the popular, "cool" thing, to be a part of the big crowd, to feel on the "inside," this phrase reminds me that to live freely, I must catch the wave of God's will and ride that curl to His ultimate destination for me, His presence. My hope for all who know me is for them to know Him and to learn to surf that ocean.